Alright so after the tumulte of a ridiculously brutal breakup I think I'm about ready to get out of my parents home and into my own apartment either on my own or with somebody to split the rent. Its not that I don't appreciate being able to still live at home, I mean jeez when I think about it I really don't have to pay for anything except car and phone stuff. Food has always just been provided for me same with most other things, but I feel like its about time that I move on with my life.
I feel like theres a part of me that is ready to just grow up and take on the world, I think I'm ready, but i don't know if everybody else believes in me and I suppose thats the reason I want to go out on my own. So that I can prove to them but also to myself that I can do this and that I don't need to keep being supported by my family for the rest of my life.
The only thing that really puts a damper on this plan is that I'm not sure if the job I have right now will be enough financially to get me out and into a half way decent place and be able to support my living requirements such as you know food and heat and all those good things and that kinda worries me...But I suppose with proper budgeting and planning that it could certainly be possible, I should definitely look into that more, all talk and no action you know, always sounds easier said but then when it comes to the doing part, thats where it gets hard and scary!
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